Thank you so much, guys! It's been a long long way, yet, despite the still present symptoms, I have NO doubt that the healing is taking place. I SO wish certain symptoms (ruminations) abated to a degree that would allow me to be more active here, and in life general. But we need to stay patient. We will get there. What seems to take an edge off of the worst in my case, is (and NO doubt again!) not making sudden and drastic changes to your daily activities/diet, etc. This way you allow your CNS to stay below the radar of disautonomia. It's truly mind-blowing how, even the slightest of changes, may result in the worsening of symptoms.
Of course, it's really worth keeping figuring out which ingredients in your food cause the worsening, and to avoid them as much as possible (for me these are; carbs, soft drinks, caffeine, cabbage, and others).
Also, every time my mind goes back to the worst stages of WD, and when I think to myself "why has this happened to me, oh, why!?", there automatically kicks in the defense mechanism of rationalizing it; "in the grand scheme of things it was simply meant to be, and if it hadn't been for it, I wouldn't have learnt so much about myself and others, and, since WD is one of the worst things that may happen to a human being, and we've managed to get that far and not giving up, the next, the post-WD stage of our lives we will spend much more wisely and enlightened to the REALLY important values of our existence." It could sound very pompous and a bit tacky, but it could sound that way only if it wasn't true...
Keep walking, Everyone!
