so the fact I was able to watch a loud band, jiggle about with Freddie, smile and talk to people, not be over stimulated, is a good sign? even if it was just for the evening befroe everything got hell beyond hell again the next day?
people who didnt know there was anything wrong wouldnt have known how sick I was, obviously I was still having some minor symptoms but not in hell, not at all, the hell came back in the morning, the very same hell you describe, so its s good sign yes?
Luc, im so so sorry for your suffering, just so sorry, and relate to you conpletely, only someone who has lived this hell could possibly understand


