walking less stiff, less in alert, standing a little better, less suffering, more energy, can walk more far with less chest pain; hope it is not a window, seems definitive little improvements; feeling as i am going down the mountain i so long were climbing;
i have difficult sensation when lying horizontal, but it was worse before i am as now since a while; new problems (ear deaf tinnitus, bladder, gallbladder area, low back pain, maybe kydneys) but when speak in street, just little overhelmed, my muscles to stand, to walk seem to come back, derealization is here, but some period of day very manageable; the worse seem to going to horizontal bed, the eyes focus concentration standing excitability seems very better, akathisia has lessen; all is here but much more manageable livable; if i had do CBT, it seem to be unuseful, having made heavy improvements only by waiting and walking slowly ; a little fatigued when on computer; but i sleep in the morning, not night;
if i do not had these strange problems in bladder and gallbladder diaphragm(hope it is not cancer, i take the risk to not go to doctors) i could say i am seeing the light of the tunnel, even having back pain, dry mouth eyes...
i will see this month what will happen
