Lovely contemplations, Samsara, that reflect a lot of hard work on yourself!
You're very humble about being in a learning process, and acknowledging that your thinking is evolving over time.
It's so hard to trust such an outrageously painful and long experience as this psych med w/d, but you know I think the same way --
and that --that great possibilities emerge from these incredible times IF we are open to it and we are only open to if via TRUST. This trust, I believe, hinges upon a strong desire and interest in personal evolution.
"We have to TRUST IN THE THRUST because it is the THRUST that is going to shake us out of self-delusion and/or remove illusions that we so badly wish to hold onto. We can't get real with ourselves, nor with life, let alone with anyone else, if we insist on hanging onto delusions and illusions.
