The thinker,I think Luc has written very important words and I should have told you the same. It is very important for you to share what you are feeling and very important to be understood.I passed through the same fears than you many times in my life.But I was not able to explain because I was ashamed of myself.Big error: people who are suffering don't have to be ashamed.Thezy have to find help, friendship and understanding.
