Ha! The blue light is a very good sign! You're very lucky!
The blue light is associated with enlightened consciousness and also with psychic phenomena. In English, we have an idiomatic expression -- "It came to me out of the blue." It's very interesting that the language has this expression. I don't know what the etymology of it is. Maybe it was partly about referring to the blue sky. But, in fact, people often report seeing blue light when having psychic experiences.
Also, you may remember Leo once talking about the blue pearl. People who have developed themselves sometimes go through a period of seeing a small, blue sphere in front of them, either with eyes closed or eyes opened.
You're having a lot of interesting experiences, Mix. I look forward to hearing more about them. In general, I think the goal is to be gentle and compassionate with yourself. Don't strain. Don't chase after cool experiences. Take what comes, and breathe into it. Be mildly curious. Maybe ask for help from your own unconscious, higher self, helpers.
Antioxidants and grounding are excellent ways of helping yourself with this process.
If you get anxious, try talking to yourself -- either in your head or out loud -- and say soothing, reassuring things. I have always talked to myself out loud, but in early w/d I talked non-stop! I really needed to in order to get through my anxiety.
I have lots of other ideas, but that's enough for today!
