Sheesh. This is some torture, isn't it? Give someone a few hours of relief and then snatch it away again. Needless, to say I have had this experience....But, as you say, it is very meaningful that the great feelings and insight happened at all, because that means it is possible. Plus, you have a lot of experience in this community and know that this pattern is typical -- slowly the windows come more frequently, last longer, and are better quality.

I'm sorry, Luc!