You are so right Luc, we just have to ride out the wave, reach for the next window and enter the next stage of WD. We have no choice, but after 4.5 years I desperately look for the end of WD. I am almost as long off the drug as I was on it, and together with the failed previous attempts I suffer now for about 7 years from this poison afer having felt the "therapeutic" feeling of ot for about 2 years...
I am still in the wave now although I almost literally feel my autonomic CNS rearrange to solve this wave... I hear the contractions while I write this! No better analogy than the famous Rubiks cube! The good part is that I can do my programming work which was absolutely impossible during the earlier waves! So there is healing anyway! I just hope I reach the end of WD before I reach the end of my savings which I have to burn now with about 1000 euro's each month to pay the rent of my appartment and the other financial obligations...
