Hey, Claudius. This one specific trauma is not connnected with bullying, but equally hard to forget. We must stay patient though. I have no doubt that at some point the symptoms will reach more reasonable levels on average, and then the complete healing will happen. Yes, it's painfully slow, but it's happening. I constantly remind myself "do you remember early WD? Would you like to go back there?" Step by step. No matter how many waves, and no matter how intense they can get at times, we must eventually reach the Finish Line in WD.