Glad to hear about the better days. I think it's good to look at this thing in chunks of months, hopefully another chunk of 6ish months and things are much better again. Depressing but still comforting. Then again you might break the rules and go for a spontaneous miracle recovery.

And that's good what you subconsciously thought about the trays. Unless it was for tea serving after the ceremony.. OK! too soon, sorry.. bad moui..