Thank you alex but I've been off 13 months with no improvement. Luc, how can feeling so horrible every day be a sign of healing. Others have windows where they can see that things are getting better. I just wake up every day wanting to die, if only I had the courage. I was not a weak person. This is not me, this is some evil being that has taken control of my mind and body. I need an exorcist to get it out.