tjis is driving me to suicidal thoughts, Im convinced I have it, the thing is, none of the women are in a severe withdrawal, so is it possible that I could have the symptoms of pgad but no the actual condition, like It could be a temporary issue that could resolve? I know that they say on the forums its not possible to resolve but as none of them are in a severe withdrawal it may not be quite the same thing?
im trying to protect myself but the more I try to not think about it the more I think about it, how do i stop this? I need some resolution to it, or to hear that someone has recovered from this so i can reassure myself but thats not going to happen, and the only reports I have is, no, it does not resolve and in fact gets worse with time, i dont even feel I fit in on the withdrawal forums now becasue I have this other terrible condition. I feel alone and ashamed.
suicidal planning has gone through the roof also, I begin to see it is a necessity and a certainty now rather than a desperate need for relief. god help me