the trembling i had it long time, today i have it still, but very very mild, manageable, i forget it, what i experience actually is more fibro like pains, pains and a kind of high emotional anxiety outdoor which i do not have in my apartment, off balance but walk 1 kilometer every day
at home i do no more suffer psychological, only physical pains with waves, i am able to speak with friends during 1 hour, before it was overhelming malaise; so there is hope; what i notice is that i improve as other people, but more slowly
so Mona, you will not jumping tomorrow, but will heal as all people, i am healing, i read people with fibro like pains have healed, so i hope my back shoulders will also heal;
when i was in your state, i had severe akathisia, i thought i will suffer all my life, had no hope; today the akathisia, i forget what it is,
