Thank you luc for the video. Problem is, this is not just about the brain. The seritonin system is mostly in the gut and ther lies most of my physical issues. If I didn't feel so damned sick all the time I could work more on cognative problems. And this dreadful unceasing internal trembling, what's that about? Yes it is a bit better in the evening after 8PM but I have to go to bed by 10 in order to get any sleep because it starts up again around 5. As it is I'm lucky to get 6 hours sleep. The past three nights have been bad.
I have tried every kind of diet but nothing seems to make any difference. Same with or without supplements. I do use pure dairy whey, I consume almost nothing that isn't organic.
Caroline, I know you have gone through the same hell and we all keep carrying on and maybe someday I will wake up to a better life but I am just terribly afraid. I do so much appreciate the support you have given me as no one I have ever met in person has any understanding of this torture. It's now been over 14 months since this ordeal began. I know I can't count the first 4 months but still, after 10 months I should be seeing some improvement. I feel like such a whiner and everyone used to describe me as stoic. Now I'm just a wasted wimp.
