Hi Joy,
there are a few places around the world that offer help for people who are experiencing extreme states like anxiety, depression, and psychosis and I know three of them off the top of my head. I dont recall the names but one is in Sweden, one in Canada, and one in Ireleand. These places offer a place that is quiet, away from the city, and typically on a farm or something similar to a farm. You go there and basically heal by working the land, detoxing, rebuilding using nutrition, psychotherapy, and other holistic therapies. The one in Canada was started by a lady who was cured of Schizophrenia after receiving treatment by Abram Hoffer the orthomolecular psychiatrist. She only charges $75 a day and her approach is to cleanse and rebuild the body and I believe she lives in a rural area.
To me, there is no doubt that a simple life on a farm, close to nature, eating organic foods, and having meaningful work can be very healing. Of course, it could also be tough like having to deal with insect problems like you all and the work in general can be tough.
Anyways, I think I just have big dreams about a place to recover while going through withdrawal because this has been the hardest journey of my life. I am 19 months out and still struggling. I often am able to cope, but sometimes I want to give up, go live in the streets, or head to a commune.
I live in Texas...