I think there's a lot you can do to shut intuition down, so you can do that if you want to.
There's also a lot you can do to learn to manage your intuition, have self-protective boundaries, turn it on and off, get support, etc. so that it can feel like a blessing, not a curse.
Right at this moment, you are 31 months post-taper, and you will probably feel differently about a lot of things when you have healed more.
But, the bottom line is that you have a lot of choice and control.
