That is funny, Parox! You have a fun office!
That is funny, Parox! You have a fun office!
Meds free since June 2005.
"An initiation into shamanic healing means a devaluation of all values, an overturning of the profane world, a peeling away of inveterate handed-down notions of the world, liberation from everything preconceived. For that reason, shamanism is closely connected with suffering. One must suffer the disintegration of one's own system of thought in order to perceive a new world in the higher space."
-- Holger Kalweit
Yes, Sheila, I do not dramatize, I want to play down the situations experienced. There were difficult times ...
There was a time where I was afraid to be alone at home, so going to work (to be accompanied). In my office I work different sections and I have mastery in all. During the acute WD was changing "work area", but could not work in any area, all I get stressed ... In the end I decided just to archive the paperwork, and was still being difficult.
Sometimes, when I was with a lot of tension, nervousness, and could not sit still, I felt the need to clean (my obsession were the doors, the sockets, and light switches).
My co-workers were surprised and said:
-'But..., why are you cleaning?
-I do not know, do not know, -I replied-
Currently, I think that need / obsession with "cleaning" was something more than "cleaning physical", I think it was a "cleaning more "subtle", more profound... Besides, now I can smile to remember those times, lol
Just to add, that I never was a person "cleaning maniac".
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Mar/2009 (diacepam+nortriptilina).Aprl-2010 (sulpiride+diacepam). May-2010:Tranxene 20 mg+SEROXAT 20mg
TAPER BENZO:Apr-2011 20-10mg.; Sep-Nov -2011 taper 10 a 0mg. BENZO FREE 06/11/2011
TAPER SEROXAT: jul-ago-11: de 20 a 10 mg; Dic-11/jan-10-5mg;Apr-sep-12 5-0mg . SEROXAT FREE: 15/09/2012
Internal tremor, brain fog, memory, lack of concentration, anxiety. Problem original: Stress
Ha! I wish I had developed a cleaning obsession instead of a door and stove checking obsession! You did a wonderful job of adapting to the conditions of your illness! Yes, I do think the obsessions we alight on have symbolic layers to them, too.
Meds free since June 2005.
"An initiation into shamanic healing means a devaluation of all values, an overturning of the profane world, a peeling away of inveterate handed-down notions of the world, liberation from everything preconceived. For that reason, shamanism is closely connected with suffering. One must suffer the disintegration of one's own system of thought in order to perceive a new world in the higher space."
-- Holger Kalweit