Oh please guys tell me Im going to be ok, I have the most horrendous morning anxiety, I know 10 months is a short time but I cant cope anymore, everyday I wake up into this life brings me closer to wanting to die, how do I cope?
If I knew I would recover then things would be easier but I think of all the people who have NOT recovered and it feels like Ive done everything wrong so I am going to fall into that categorie, please PLEASE tell me Im going to be ok pleaser
Put on citalopram July 2009 during a physical illness - didnt need it. 40mg
went down to 20mg July 2010 CT in Jan 2012 - 2.5 years on.
Tried to restart July 2012 due to 1 panic attack (never had one before - start of CT W/D) - adverse reaction
Down to 1.5mg from the failed RI
Now at 0.48 and trying to stabalize - been 6 weeks
now have SEVERE anxiety, akathsia, feel like Im on acid 24/7 depression, D/P, signed off work. Scared of everything..please God let me heal from this
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