I have been very depressed to the point I believe my life is in danger.
I have an enormous sense of loss; I feel I am in a dead end: no money, no joy, no love, no sleep, NO LIFE...
I really need some meaning to continue, to keep on walking, but I find it very hard.
It would be so sad after all my life struggling, to losse this battle.
I´m really scared.
As I´ve said, I´ve had improvement, but my personal situation + w/d is too much.
I have to fight the dark thoughts 24/7 since a few days ago.
I am sorry