Jacqueline -- Given that this relationship with this man sounds like it has so much value to it, why don't you discuss with him openly your concerns about your own current limitations, rather than deciding unilaterally to end it? Something surprising may come out of the discussion that you have not anticipated. It sounds like you're being too hard on yourself and perfectionistic -- like you're not allowed to have this nice man unless you are perfectly healed.
Meds free since June 2005.
"An initiation into shamanic healing means a devaluation of all values, an overturning of the profane world, a peeling away of inveterate handed-down notions of the world, liberation from everything preconceived. For that reason, shamanism is closely connected with suffering. One must suffer the disintegration of one's own system of thought in order to perceive a new world in the higher space."
-- Holger Kalweit
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