Great story, Parox!
Yes, there are definitely places with good energy or bad, and there are definitely energy vampires. Judith Orloff has written well about this.
What you said is very true about how we are more sensitive to energy in w/d, and how we mostly focus on running away from things that subtract energy. It is more difficult for us to choose to move towards things that give us good energy. Partly, this is because even positive stimulation is difficult for us. But, partly, it is a bias that it is good to be aware of.
Sick people are conservative and cautious. It is understandable. But, we have to pay attention to what makes us feel better – it may be a particular author or topic – and move towards it. It is all energy.
