Somehow, you still manage to have a sense of humor, Iggy! Impressive.
There are definitely phases of this thing when there is no real relief. But they *always* end. One thing I'm wondering about your adding to your schedule is something that feels creative, productive, an investment in your future. I'm not saying you will love it or feel great, but it would be an investment in your future and it might make you feel a teeny bit better about yourself.


