Oh, Sheila, Luc, Seroxat, Stan....
your recent messages have made me burst into tears. Thank you for being so incredibly supportive and caring. I truly feel the compassion within your posts.
Things are incredibly difficult here which makes it very hard for me to think most days since, my mind is preoccupied on trying to survive not to mention, I'm suffering from severe derealization and feeling very traumatized. I"m truly in emotional, psychological and physical survival mode. I can hardly concentrate on anything.
I'm bedridden for most of the day as well. Fear, anxiety, over-sensitization with earplugs to block out noise. I had to bring the earplugs to the hospital as well which only muffled out sounds but it at least helped a tiny bit.
Blessings to each of you and continued healing and full recovery WILL BE YOURS TO OWN in the near future!
Again, thank you for being so kind and so generous towards me. I'm very moved by it all!
Samsara
