I THOUGHT so. Thanks Luc. Today wasn't as bad so that is a good thing. This is quite the battle.
I mentioned finding IAWP on YouTube and you asked which video. I can't find the thread so I'll answer it here. It is the one with the hour glasses: "Antidepressant withdrawal: 10 ways to alleviate it". I was lying in bed with my ITouch trying to find out why I was so sick and found the playlist. Then I came to my laptop and joined the forum. TADA!!! :)