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    Mike--I whole heartedly agree. It is more than frustrating to see that skeptical response sitting across the room. Since the SSRI and the w/d experience became such a big part of my experience, when they have that automatic skepticism, they are denying my experience in such a fundamental way that there really is no getting past that. Whatever deep assumptions they hold that cause them to dismiss out of hand my experience with SSRI w/d --(they effectively must deny my existence in order to hold fast to their world view.)What I have come to realize is the assumptions they hold that lead them to deny the w/d experience are so profound that their lives would be turned inside out if they were to be questioned.
    On the other hand, there are those in a different category who do believe you but they still don't understand.
    I was talking to a therapist recently who was very sympathetic and willing to help, but I realized that she was assuming that the w/d emotions I was talking about were exactly the same as any other difficult feelings, and this is simply not the case--like you said--she just had no context to understand what I was talking about.

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    The problem is that the closest family, the loved ones, the most empathetic and greatest of friends, even them, at some point, simply give up. The perfect idea would be a psychotherapist who understands WD, and, even if s/he is not able to do much for us as far as alleviating the symptoms goes, s/he can, at least, validate this stuff and tell the patient "it's going to get better" over and over again.

    It's a very crappy metaphor, but trying to fight WD obssessions/monstrous OCD/ruminations/paranoia, especially in the early stages, is like trying, by using a mop, to clean a chimney off of the sod. The problem is that those symptoms have their root cause at the bottom of the chimney, and the very source of the smoke, sod, everything, is there.

    So, you try to clean it, but the smoke and sod are coming up in gigantic billows. And, the more you try, the more frustrated, and the more covered in smoke and sod you become. Plus, at the bottom of the chimney, there is sitting our Subconsciousness, and every time we try to stop the smoke and sod from coming up, this insidious pathetic monster adds more wood into the fire-place.

    At the present stage, despite the still present symptoms, I consider myself very lucky to have been able to get to this point - it's much much better in terms of OCD and ruminations. You can probably rememeber what it was like in the early WD - this feeling of being plugged to some electrocuting machine (or the acid-pumping one). You felt it in every cell of your body (your brain and your conciousness being the main victim of the acid), hallucinating from the suffering. And, despite it all, it's managed to get better, and reach the point when *some*, not that much yet, but *some* ability to reason with my own absurd thoughts has become more possible. At that phase, meeting the "perfect psychotherapist" - the one that *knows* about WD, may for some be of quite a help on their way towards healing. But only to some, and only at that stage.

    What has helped me most in the early WD were these two things;

    1. my being aware it is WD
    2. not fighting the thoughts - some may interpret it as "accepting" them. For me it's more "not fighting" them, b/c it'd be equally hard for Winston to "accept" the fact of being tortured in Room 101 in 1984...

    And, also, keeping telling yourself, "IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT", "IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT" over and over again.


    After having written this post, I realized how much it has improved comparing to the hell of hells of the early WD. So, to those who are not at that stage yet, do know that it GETS BETTER, and to the veterans, WE HAVE COME A LONG WAY, AND, DESPITE YOUR NOT BEING THERE YET, THE EARLY WD WILL NEVER BE BACK!
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    Well said, Annie. I've known a few people with withdrawal who have tried therapy and when I ask them about how it feels to be in therapy when they aren't sure there therapist believes them they said "we don't talk about withdrawal" we just work on the issues. I don't know how that can be done. As you say it's a fundamental rejection of your experience. I tried therapy early on and the therapist was so checked out and hinted over and over again that he was on meds. He didn't believe me and would say things like "I worry about hypochondria." The psychiatrist who did the most damage (reckless polypharmacy) said "you've really become a poster child for this, haven't you?" When I said something he didn't want to hear he just walked to the door, opened it and said "have a nice summer." I saw a nurse practitioner who sort of listened and gave me a little bit of hope but then tried to avoid me and got inexplicably angry at one point. Next was the physcian's assistant who upon hearing my story tried to keep things light with jokes and then earnestly asked me if I wanted a new generation antipsychotic. Almost an identical experience minus the jokes from a student health center physician. Then came my current internist who is the most open and respectable of the bunch but beyond extensive testing, there was nothing else she could really do. And when it comes right down to it I don't think she really wants to talk about my iatrogenic issues. Either that or we both just realize how pointless it is. But it's kind of weird going in there for common health issues and her never asking me how I am doing neurologically. At a certain point it just became to much for me tell my story and not be believed. I am not suggesting this for others but I've basically stopped seeing any sort of traditional health care professionals and I've found it empowering. I care more about myself than to endure that sort of masochism. I should say that doctors do some things very well and I am sure one day I will need their services one day but I am living the most healthy life I can with the hope that I won't have to.

    I think psychotherapy could be extraordinarily helpful if the issue was out in the open and there was awareness, specific education, and training. Sheila's suggestion to find a therapist with specific experience working with chronically illness is good. At least there would be understanding of the loss and daily struggles that come with chronic illness but again I would need someone who believes me or at least who was willing to really learn about the issue.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Mike View Post
    I think psychotherapy could be extraordinarily helpful if the issue was out in the open and there was awareness, specific education, and training.
    EXACTLY!

    But, as much as it is now hard to believe, we will get to this point. It is unavoidable. They will *not* be able to sweep it under the carper no matter how they tried. There are *no* such big carpets, but there are tens of millions of people on ADs in the U.S. alone, and worldwide it is like probably close to an order of magnitude higher. So many of them will be suffering from WD, adverse reactions, monstrous side-effects, and then... then the psychiatrists money-making, control-enforcing iatrogenic schtick is up.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Luc View Post
    EXACTLY!

    But, as much as it is now hard to believe, we will get to this point. It is unavoidable. They will *not* be able to sweep it under the carper no matter how they tried. There are *no* such big carpets, but there are tens of millions of people on ADs in the U.S. alone, and worldwide it is like probably close to an order of magnitude higher. So many of them will be suffering from WD, adverse reactions, monstrous side-effects, and then... then the psychiatrists money-making, control-enforcing iatrogenic schtick is up.
    I worry about the power of that schtick, especially when 99.9% of people believe it.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Mike View Post
    Sounds good but it's very hard to sit across the room from someone who doesn't believe you, is on meds themselves, or is highly invested in medication professionlly. Also, many therapies or coping strategies need to be adapted for someone in severe withdrawal. How do you do that if you have no understanding of what withdrawal is, virtually no experience, and often no true willingness to learn. Even for those that express a willingness in my experience it's not really there. And even for the truly wiling what we are going through is so abstract, invisible, that it makes understanding/communication very difficult. I believe in psychotherapy. I am not saying it's impossible but you'd have to kiss a lot of frogs. It's tough to shop around for months when you experiencing confusion or severe muscle discomfort or find showering, riding in a car, or exposure to fluorescent lights difficult. Not to mention the expense.
    I understand. I'm Australian and our health system is completely different. It must be really difficult having to 'shop around' when you are really struggling with w/d.

    I also understand the frustrations about not being believed. I haven't needed therapy. I had it years ago for another, unrelated reason, and still have the skills and personality changes that occurred back then. But as someone who has since studied to Honours level in psychology, I wonder about the ethics of some of these therapists. They are not supposed to judge, or impose their beliefs and values on their clients. Above all, they are supposed to be 'client centred', meaning that they walk alongside the client, be there in their world, and help them to make sense of it. Well,that is the dominant 'talk therapy' anyhow.

    Mike, I'm not discounting your experiences or that of anyone else. I'm just saying how it SHOULD be. I do agree, however, that there is no training for this sort of thing and that psychotherapists are just as in the dark on how to help as anyone else.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Mike View Post
    Sounds good but it's very hard to sit across the room from someone who doesn't believe you, is on meds themselves, or is highly invested in medication professionlly. Also, many therapies or coping strategies need to be adapted for someone in severe withdrawal. How do you do that if you have no understanding of what withdrawal is, virtually no experience, and often no true willingness to learn. Even for those that express a willingness in my experience it's not really there. And even for the truly wiling what we are going through is so abstract, invisible, that it makes understanding/communication very difficult. I believe in psychotherapy. I am not saying it's impossible but you'd have to kiss a lot of frogs. It's tough to shop around for months when you experiencing confusion or severe muscle discomfort or find showering, riding in a car, or exposure to fluorescent lights difficult. Not to mention the expense.
    I agree all this, i could not say better with my frenglish
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    LOL@ "frenglish" !!!
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    Quote Originally Posted by stan View Post
    I agree all this, i could not say better with my frenglish
    Haha! Stan, you are doing great!
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    From Japan: Another interesting perspective on therapy

    MORITA THERAPY

    BRIEF HISTORY

    MoritaTherapy was developed by Japanese psychiatrist Shoma Morita beginning in 1919, and was influenced by the principles of Zen Buddhism. His method was initially developed as an inpatient treatment for a type of anxiety neurosis called shinkeishitsu. In the latter part of this century the applications of Morita therapy have expanded, both in Japan and North America, for use in a wider variety of clinical and educational settings and to address a greater variety of human concerns…..

    BASIC CONCEPTS

    The Naturalness of Feelings (Arugamama)

    Morita Therapy observes that feelings, even extremely challenging feelings, are quite common in the human experience. Most people in their lifetime will encounter feelings of grief, depression, and anxiety. These feelings from a Morita Therapy perspective are not in and of themselves pathological. In some cases, however, our attention becomes fixated on trying to avoid or overcome unpleasant feeling states. Our focus and energy becomes diverted to trying to “deal with our feelings” and in the process we lose our focus on the actions necessary to maintain an effective and purposeful life. Morita considered anxiety as a problem of misdirected attention; that is that feeling anxious was normal but becoming so fixated on our feelings of anxiety that it interferes with doing what needs to be done was problematic…..

    Feelings are Uncontrollable; Actions are Controllable

    Many western therapeutic methods focus on trying to successfully manage or modify our feeling states. The underlying assumption is that if our feelings can be altered or reduced we will be more able to live meaningful and effective lives; that it is our feelings that hold us back.

    Morita Therapy challenges this assumption at many levels. First of all we might ask if any amount of therapy would alter or diminish the feelings of anger, fear, and sadness we would be likely to experience if someone we loved was diagnosed with cancer. If this were possible would it even be desirable? Certainly some people relate more effectively to these feelings as they arise. Some people aremore able to live with these circumstances and function effectively, but is this really the result of altering the quality of their feelings?….

    Secondly, is it accurate to assume that we must "overcome" fear to jump off the high dive at the pool, or increase our confidence before we ask someone out for a date?….

    Finely, our feelings, though unpleasant at times, are useful. People who find ways to alter and control feeling states; to detach themselves from the normal emotional responses to circumstances do not achieve happiness and health. Perhaps the best example of this is addiction…..

    Once we learn to accept our feelings we find that we can take action without changing our feeling state. Often, the action-taking leads to a change in feelings. For example, it is common to develop confidence after one has repeatedly done something with some success….


    In Western psychotherapy there are a great many labels which purport to diagnose and describe a person's psychological functioning - depressed, obsessive, compulsive, codependent. Many of us begin to label ourselves this way, rather than investigate our own experience. If we observe our experience, we find that we have a flow of awareness which changes from moment to moment…..

    Ultimately, the successful student of Morita therapy learns to accept the internal fluctuations of thoughts and feelings and ground his behavior in reality and the purpose of the moment. Cure is not defined by the alleviation of discomfort or the attainment of some ideal feeling state (which is impossible) but by taking constructive action in one's life which helps one to live a full and meaningful existence and not be ruled by one's emotional state.

    The methods used by Morita therapists vary. In Japan, there is often a period of isolated bedrest before the patient is exposed to counseling, instruction and work therapy. In the U.S., inpatient Morita therapy is generally unavailable, and most practitioners favor a counseling or educational approach, the emphasis of which is on developing healthy living skills, learning to work with our attention, and taking steps to accomplish tasks and goals. For this reason, Morita therapy is sometimes referred to as the psychology of action.


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