Needing, first of all, you're incredibly brave. Only those who has been through this suffering, realize what it really is. Unfortunately, it's difficlut to exactly say at what point the improvement starts - it's a very individual matter, though I truly believe you may be not that far from that moment, I think. Also, what is *extremely* important, you had this window some time ago. It will be back, then more of them - catching some breath when the window opens will help you a lot. As for your worsening, it's very typical in many - the thing is that the improvement is not so much connected with the drug leaving your system, but your body healing from the changes the drug has made in it.