thanks guys, I do know I am lucky to have friends who completely understand, I realise there are epople who dont have that, my family and friends are all very supportive and outraged at big pharma.
NH, of course you have friends, and your whole life is ahead of you and the best years of your life are yet to come, one day you will have a husband and a baby and be so so happy, and when your baby is 3/4 think back to me and how I missed that timw with my child, and god knows how much more I will miss. My boy was wearing nappies at night when this started, now hes so big, and I have missed it all.
we have to make it
