Feeling Worse Than Ever

[Needinghelp]

Ive been doing very badly the last couple of days. Today is probably the worst I have felt since this all started.
I feel extremely out of it, drugged-up, heart plapitations to the max, dizziness, confusion, stuttering. I cant think anymore
People talk to me and i just stare blankly at them. Im finding it hard to speak. I feel so out of it. I have head pressure and the most
horrible sinus and eye pains. I just want to give up. What if it doesnt get better for me? What if im the person that it doesnt go away
The DR is so bad, i dont know what to say anymore. My eyes go extra blurry sometimes too.

Im having some serious health anxiety too. Im scared there is something else wrong with me. I cant go and do tests, i dont have
medical insurance. Im finding it hard to watch TV, look on the computer. Is this the worst it can get?

Im scared...And so exhausted... Im sooo exhausted

[Luc]

These are typical WD symptoms, Needinghelp. The sinus too. Plus, the neuro-emotions make it even more scary. But, here's the most important thing. Yes, some may heal faster, some more slowly, but I haven't heard of a single case when someone would not *improve*. Everyone keeps improving. Our bodies are constructed this way - they will strive for balance, once off of the drugs. It's as if intuitive, encoded behaviour. In many ways similar to tropism. You will be getting better. I have no doubt about it.

[Sheila]

Oh, I’m so sorry you’re feeling so sick and scared, NH. But everything you describe really *is* classic, typical, early w/d, and nobody, nobody stays in that state. It will absolutely get better and better and better.

[stan]

waiting some time, it will be better, it has for me