Hi from Grenfell, western NSW and is IT EVER HOT OUT WEST! We are boiling and didn't bring much summer clothes.
So good to see you/hear you Junior. You are doing so great, and after 15 months from when I first met you, look how far you have come!
*waves back*. Thanks. Great to see you too. You think I've come a long way? Awwww thanks. No-one ever says that to me so I forget how far I've come myself. I DO know that it's a VERY long-term process!
I also recall you saying slow, slow, slow! over and over, but you are right, you just want to get off asap. I was horrified and in shock when I first discovered all my problems were due to to w/d and 12 years on and off trying to get off and that last 4 years trying very hard and ending up in hospital. It is hell when you are in it, for sure and seems like no escape.
*nods* Yep I remember when I reinstated Aropax, for the sole purpose of getting some sleep. Or at least in the hope I could. Because at that point, my brain chemistry was so messed up that sleep and I just weren't compatible. The RI worked but I updosed from 20-40mg far too quickly (being such a rebel, I didn't listen to anything I was told LOL!) and when I think about it now, I guess I experienced a kindling effect. The 20mg dose was ok but the jump to 40mg brought on a jittery feeling in my nerves, extreme anxiety (hand wringing type), and feelings of major depression. It all settled after a week, thank goodness, and I allowed myself to stabilise. That took 3 months. Since then it's all been - well, a very very slow taper.
OMG - that means I've been tapering for 3 years !!
I started to come good in week 5 and even better in week 6 and now in week 7 and enjoying feeling quite good for our break away. We had planned to visit my aunt but that didn't work out when visitors we had were throwing up. My daughter then got it and we didn't want to take it to aunt so we are on the road again in our van.
I am ready to come down again tomorrow. It is easier in one respect being in the van, as housework takes 5mins and we do a lot of sight-seeing so that just means sitting in the car and isn't strenuous. I am more than happy to be tapering already, after 7 weeks and not 12! So I will stick to the 2.5% taper for next 12 months.