Dragging my feet on my passion
I have always been very interested in psychic phenomena (by which I mean clairvoyance, telepathy, precognition, retrocognition, psychokinesis, amomalous healing, synchronicity, time slips, etc.), but I have always been scared of it, too. Really scared!
So, even though I had a sense in the early 1990s that I should really try to work with it more, I procrastinated. Too uncomfortable. In the late 1990s, I started to make a mild effort to desensitize myself to the fears and expand my capacity to sit with the topic. I started watching movies and reading novels that had a paranormal theme. No horror genre, but more like mystery, supernatural, sci fi, thriller. This was helpful, but apparently, I wasn’t moving fast enough…..