from "joe sent me" :
At stopping meds(after cold turkey or slow weaning)Originally Posted by Samsara
If new nerves paths(serotonin receptors) were growing, for me(i am maybe wrong) we would be always improved, linear better feeling because it will adding serotonin receptors paths;
why have we destroyed (after stopping meds, not much during taking meds) receptors of dopamin which appear (new physical problems are dopamin related and not serotonin)?
i think that the body moves dopamin receptors(and adrenal and ...) to change them in serotonin working(the body is of lack because AD is no more between nerves)
to summarize clearly :
when we stop AD(or benzo...), the body has an amount of dopamin receptors, an amount of adrenal receptors, an amount (more less because AD closed definitely many over the body) of serotonin; all this in a bad homeostasis;
with that the body has to create a new homeostasis with all these receptors;
doctors say new receptors grow, nobody is able to check if about 7 billions of different receptors are today 7,2 billions; we cannot count what happen, because they say they do not know how AD function really;
for me, the body do not create much new receptors, he works with what he has and moves dopamin receptors in serotonin when he need;
this explains why we have suddenly lack dopamin physical problems after taking a serotonin closer receptors since years;
for me this explains why i am physically very bad and why it is cyclical, one step forward and two steps back, up and down
and it explains why after years we are a new, and never as well perfect function than before meds
originally we had maybe 8 billions of receptors, ADs burned closed half billion, 4 years after a new homeostasis, we function with 7,5 billions, therefore there is a new recovery, less perfect than original and never a 100 % recovery
and thinking that after 10 years destroying receptors, all will grow back is a nonsense illogical unchecked
sequaels are normal after 10 years poison, the contrary is unreal
all testimonies i have read show this
stan einstein theory universalys