Psyche drugs can dampen down one's creativity as well as impede one's ability to connect with one's spirit. Psyche drug WD can also present the same barrriers.
Did psyche drugs and WD cause you to lose touch with these sides of yourself? If so, how were you affected and when did you begin to show signs of awakening in these areas and in what ways?
It would be helpful for you to include your WD status when recounting your story/experiences.
Samsara