Goodnight Sheila, Luc and Stan, Im signing off now and it will all be gone when I wake up, ive been crying all day about it and tomorrow I will be 100% worse, I dont even know why Im still on here now, I cant seem to let go, but Ill have no choice from the morning will I?

Im alone now, and I guess I w ill have to find a way to try and hold on, I cant bear it, ive looked at the other forums today and really thats not gonna work for me.

Goodnight my guardian angels, and thankyou for all you have done, may I wish you healing and a full and happy life, please try to work things out and bring the forum back I have no where else to go and I dont want to be alone.

i love you