I am at a complete loss right now. My mom just does not get how I feel, how all this is going to take time to heal and she just thinks it will come back instantly and I chose to be this way. All I do is burden her, really. She's depressed because of everything that is happening. I am in a depressed state, a place where I can not please anyone and I am a pleasureless zombie- and I just wish I can explain this to her without freaking out on her. I have tried but I am tired and losing my patience with everything and just barely hanging in there. Why? I don't like that this is happening. I know some people never recover & that I am young and may have damaged myself for the better part of the next several years of my teenage life. It is taking a toll on everyone and I just want to run away.
The point I am trying to make is- I have a very hard time coping with all this crap. I wonder...how do you all do this with families?