Hi my name is Dan and this is first post. Been on various ssri for the last 10 years the latest was celexa and decided I wanted to live without the drugs so I weaned myself off over two months time which was to fast and was in withdrawal. Reinstated a month later and had what i believe a kindling reaction to the celexaa stayed on for 2 weeks and not much better doc switched me to paxil got worse than back to celexa. After 3 weeks back on celexa it just got worse and worse so I discontinued 1 week ago now taper but now feeling worse. Should I reinstate again. And taper or stay off? Pain, akathisia, anxiety, depression, basically in bed all day in hell.