I'm trying not to but it's hard when it is almost always there. And the ever so torturous anhedonia. I hate it so much. I just wish it would go away. I do not see the color in much of anything. I know it's been only 2 months and 5 days off but I just can not see myself out of this. I keep trying to do stuff but ultimately, time may be my greatest factor.
Also, my forum is having server issues at the moment and proBoard technicians are trying to fix it. -_- <---- this is me.
