From my forum, one of my last updates here:
"I am obsessed with my breathing. It's been like this before meds, and in fact, led me to take meds. It got worse on meds, though....right now, I can barely hear myself breathing [odd for me], it is slower than usual, and feels like it could stop, even though it does not. Is this what normal breathing feels like? It's almost like normal. No tightness in chest or anything. No odd sensations. Nothing. It's very odd, and it's like I have to force myself to breathe. Yet again, I forget what automatic breathing is like. "
