Woke up to the lovely sensation of feeling like there are bugs under my skin and are biting me. I've had it before but it went away almost as quickly as it came. Now it's back. Ahh well. It's almost like a numb feeling but you're not exactly numb or have goosebumps, it just feels like that. Very odd. I'm going to try not to pay too much attention to it, as it's gone away before. I want to say it's the on set of akathisia but I am not completely sure. It feels as if fleas are biting me but when I look, there are no fleas. It's gone away before. It's also an anxiety symptom if I'm not mistaken. I woke up to severe tremors and spasms as well. The reawakening of WD and my mom thinking I'm crazy. I wish I wasn't so hard for her to live with and that she understood me.
Anywho, in 15 year old life, I seriously hate being the 3rd wheel out of almost all my friends. Almost all of them have boyfriends/girlfriends, even the ones that aren't usually with a partner, and I'm happy for them- but it makes me wish I had a partner as well. I wish I was healed enough to have a good partner. But I digress. The biggest thing I miss is feeling. The only known cure for that is time....and it takes most people 2-4 years. Here's to trying to relax.
