Shane – that early morning anxiety is awful, but it really does get better. Too slowly, but it will happen for you. And you have learned so, so much from this illness ordeal. When you feel better, you will find you are even more capable than you used to be.
Meds free since June 2005.
"An initiation into shamanic healing means a devaluation of all values, an overturning of the profane world, a peeling away of inveterate handed-down notions of the world, liberation from everything preconceived. For that reason, shamanism is closely connected with suffering. One must suffer the disintegration of one's own system of thought in order to perceive a new world in the higher space."
-- Holger Kalweit
You're doing great job, Shane. It has already improved a lot and it will keep improving. Just keep it up! Oh, and remember that these feelings are of physiological nature - the more you'll be healing, the less intense they will be getting.
Keep walking. Just keep walking.
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