Ah, Babyface, I think you’re more on your way to being a leader than you think you are…..You’re learning a ton in the bootcamp of psych med hell.
This w/d will be different from your others. You’re going about it far more consciously and carefully. You know much more. You have developed meditation skills. You’re creating an optimal environment for yourself, including therapy. Very different.
Meds free since June 2005.
"An initiation into shamanic healing means a devaluation of all values, an overturning of the profane world, a peeling away of inveterate handed-down notions of the world, liberation from everything preconceived. For that reason, shamanism is closely connected with suffering. One must suffer the disintegration of one's own system of thought in order to perceive a new world in the higher space."
-- Holger Kalweit
Lol!
Yeah, that's what I mean with the ssri-bootcamp. It's something so much more than anything else I at least have experienced that if we can survive this nothing will phase us as much anymore. I'm young and full of passion and maybe I'm naive but I want to believe it's not just wasted time. And I have noticed this to a degree. I just wish the drug was out of the equation so I would know how much is me.
The arms race against wd continues..
Acceptance. Time. Habit.
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