Hey, Alex. Sheila has already comprehensively discussed all the main points. Indeed, even if those drugs help at the very beginning, somewhere down the road they are counter-productive, often leaving us in a worse state than before starting drugs. The main thing would be for you now to just look around the forum, read the all the materials there are, and have some time to get accustomed with it all. Then you may start thinking about tapering - of course, the final decision always belongs to you. We will be here to help you in the process. Take care!