Things have been rough lately. Not sleeping at night, worrying about problems...things that in truth can wait until the next day but I can't get my mind to drop it until the problem is solved and yet my mind is cloudy enough that thinking clearly is a challenge so I have to do, and redo things...and then redo them again...as even after checking things over I screw it up. If I only had a brain! I have been feeling a lot of stress and although it doesn't feel like depression..as in sad.. I am feeling overwhelmed,dissatisfied with pretty much everything, stressed, frustrated and damaged. My partner is going through a tough time right now and I struggle to support him..but I am edgy and biting at him too. Not feeling well has me stumbling over words bad today, especially when I try to read out loud. During these times I am noticing that my sinuses become congested. Weird but I am seeing a pattern. I cut my blood pressure pills in half today as i am feeling very tired all the time and not sleeping well. More since they were increased a week ago. So that is my whine for tonight. It is just after 5am now. I slept between midnight and 2am and since have been awake trying to fix some bills and paperwork I screwed up earlier today. Time to go back to bed. Goodnight.