Please, do *not* blame yourself, Nancy. Look at it this way; you now know why you've been feeling the way you feel. That's the first, MOST important step. Everything can be fixed, changed for the better. You did all you could with the knowledge about these drugs you had then. Each of us here has made the same "mistake" and by "mistake" I mean trusting doctors. This notwithstanding you will get your real self back.
