but even on 40 celexa still severely severely depressed.
tried strattera one day for cognitive stuff. made me very tired and unmotivated
tried vyvanz one day for cognitive stuff. made me best cognitively since car wreck 3 years ago but made me hyped up and trouble sleeping. wanted to keep taking but just too hyped up. really liked cognitive help. and was on low dose of 25mg, could have been great but too hyped.
still going through torture brutal hell with childhood stuff and w/d and who knows. just know i need more or different drugs cause still barely staying alive. this is so hard it is unbelievable. need a drug that works and could have to go through more that make me worse. whatever. just have to feel better very very bad.