That was all really well said, Alex. You *are* really coping better.
What you say about the complexity of this situation is really true. It is just stunning how much there is to learn in order to understand it and manage it as best as possible.
Meds free since June 2005.
"An initiation into shamanic healing means a devaluation of all values, an overturning of the profane world, a peeling away of inveterate handed-down notions of the world, liberation from everything preconceived. For that reason, shamanism is closely connected with suffering. One must suffer the disintegration of one's own system of thought in order to perceive a new world in the higher space."
-- Holger Kalweit