Well, here i am, 7 months off meds and still feel as bad as ever. No improvement. Actually got some more symptoms and symptoms that are worse.
Head pressure much worse, tinnitus is now constant and very loud, i struggle to fall asleep. I have nightmares now and it takes me a while to realize im awake and not in the nightmare anymore. I have periods of extreme fatigue, my GI problems got better, but now back to worse. Heart palpitations much worse, Apathy worse.
I have this strange sympotm and im not sure what its called. My past memories keep popping up in my head constantly, especially things i have forgotten, it happens multiple times a day. When i have these memories, i have a feel of panic. What is this?
I see more and more people off years and not recovered. This is really discouraging. I dont ask myself if ill recover that much as Mike suggested, but its like i really doubt i will recover. Some people told me a few members who dissapeared are much better and recovered. But then i find out they are actually not. This is so discouraging and it makes me so sad to think of the situation im in.
The question is, do people really fully recover from this, or are they just lying to let others feel better? Is there any reason to believe i will recover?