having suffered until today, knowing you will be very very better(maybe in 2/3 years); making an end and losing all you efforts, it is not worth;
it will last just a few years, you can fight this; people have worse trauma than we have;
i know when we are in the hole and i was, it is difficult to imagine, but yes, we will improve; i am worse than you and fight also, and have every month little improvements which give me hope; and i think you are not the worst case, if i would be in your place, i would already be healed 80/90% i think