you can have mine Luc, theres nothing in it lol
Akathisia (inner restlessness/burning feeling/acidic feeling)
Anhedonia (inability to feel pleasure)
Anxiety
“Brain zaps” (electric shock-like sensations in the head)
Cognitive/memory problems
Depersonalization/derealisation (“brain fog”)
Depression
OCD (Obsessive - Compulsive Diorder)/obsessive thoughts/phobias
Panic attacks
Physical pain
you can have mine Luc, theres nothing in it lol
Put on citalopram July 2009 during a physical illness - didnt need it. 40mg
went down to 20mg July 2010 CT in Jan 2012 - 2.5 years on.
Tried to restart July 2012 due to 1 panic attack (never had one before - start of CT W/D) - adverse reaction
Down to 1.5mg from the failed RI
Now at 0.48 and trying to stabalize - been 6 weeks
now have SEVERE anxiety, akathsia, feel like Im on acid 24/7 depression, D/P, signed off work. Scared of everything..please God let me heal from this
Hehe. But there's a silver lining to it. When I win Lottery, I'll have more room in it for my newly-won "papers with the President's pictures" (provided it's an American lottery).
Keep walking. Just keep walking.
:)
Healing will be our lottery win...
Put on citalopram July 2009 during a physical illness - didnt need it. 40mg
went down to 20mg July 2010 CT in Jan 2012 - 2.5 years on.
Tried to restart July 2012 due to 1 panic attack (never had one before - start of CT W/D) - adverse reaction
Down to 1.5mg from the failed RI
Now at 0.48 and trying to stabalize - been 6 weeks
now have SEVERE anxiety, akathsia, feel like Im on acid 24/7 depression, D/P, signed off work. Scared of everything..please God let me heal from this
I haven't voted because my main symptom, all the way through, has been sleep - the inabilty to fall asleep quickly, the inability to stay asleep, and waking at around 5.30-6am regularly.
I do feel some anxiety but I have lived with anxiety since I was a teenager so it's nothing new and doesn't bother me during the day.
Aropax (Paxil). Currently at 13mg and holding.
Added Endep (amitrypline) 12.5 for sleep - 11 July 2013
"There are things that are known and things that are unknown; in between are doors." - Anonymous
Sorry we don't have sleep listed, Junior! That's a biggie, for sure. Wishing you calm, tranquil, relaxation.....
Meds free since June 2005.
"An initiation into shamanic healing means a devaluation of all values, an overturning of the profane world, a peeling away of inveterate handed-down notions of the world, liberation from everything preconceived. For that reason, shamanism is closely connected with suffering. One must suffer the disintegration of one's own system of thought in order to perceive a new world in the higher space."
-- Holger Kalweit
Thanks Sheila. I have learned to cope so it's ok. Even had a window a few months back where I fell asleep within 20 minutes and slept soundly until about 7am. It was blissful! Even better, it means I know I will regain it once I eventually get off this damn stuff!
Aropax (Paxil). Currently at 13mg and holding.
Added Endep (amitrypline) 12.5 for sleep - 11 July 2013
"There are things that are known and things that are unknown; in between are doors." - Anonymous
That's exactly what that means. Good for you for seeing that.
Meds free since June 2005.
"An initiation into shamanic healing means a devaluation of all values, an overturning of the profane world, a peeling away of inveterate handed-down notions of the world, liberation from everything preconceived. For that reason, shamanism is closely connected with suffering. One must suffer the disintegration of one's own system of thought in order to perceive a new world in the higher space."
-- Holger Kalweit
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